Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Never wanted to bother much about this blog I had again but just as when I thought I was going through all this shit so far so good, as in I'm moving on with my life well then I never really much brood over all this unhappy stuff. Guess what... Did something damn stupid that I don't even wanna say it that I got myself DAMN hurt and feeling very fucked up. Who to blame? Non other than me cos I ADMIT I AM STUPID! TO THE MAX! What can I say... I missed him. And was like asked the same question twice today of whether still loving him. And hey... that never came across my mind since from like last week and this question still lingers within my thoughts till now. Do I still love him? Answer couldn't be 'no' or a 'yes'. Why not a 'yes'? Cos I feel I am moving on... Just that sometimes yes I do miss him... But everything was fine till like yesterday?
Especially today... Gees... what have I done to get myself into all this shit again... Janice!!! WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!!!