Somehow we got back together. No he didn't do anythingi to get me back. All he did was to say he missed me and stupid me went back to him. So many things about him has change... Everything about us is so different now... Being with him now is nothing but feeling upset and angry. I miss 'Andre' (last time Andre)... He doesn't want to have a gf in school I try to accept though it cuts deep down... Yesterday walking to school, he kept a distance away from me and seeing another couple from our school holding hands, I pointed to him. He asked me, ''you think that's very cool?'', ''why you so purposely? you know I don't like to be intimate with you...'' Immediately I told him that this is public not school! and he said there are a lot of farmiliar faces walking by... Everything about him is so different... Andre... what have you done to me? Sometimes I myself can't be bothered about you... Which is not me. I want to bother about you. To care for you... Next week is your Birthday... I asked whether you wanted me to plan anything for you... You said you want... But deep down, I'm feeling you won't even appreciate it so why must I do something for you?... What have you done to me? Telling you is no use... You'll do nothing and ignore... I have to ask you to hold my hand and hug me. When you hold my hand I had to ask you what is the purpose holding my hand? Are you holding it for the sake of holding it? I had to ask you do you love me cos these are simple yet meaningful words I've heard form you. When you said you do, You Love Me No More Like Before... Everything about us is so different now... I'm getting tired... When will I stop loving you...

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